インド楽しいのかな。
もうすぐ家をでなくてはいけない。
１０日間も、最後の休みを全部使って行く。
本当に楽しいのか。。
女性３人、ゼンタイ撮影の為だけに。。
楽しいのか。
それとも暑いのか。。
段取りで疲れるか、撮影が十分できなくていらいらするのか、それとも以外と楽しいのか。。
昼間は太陽で夜は蚊に悩まされるのか、楽しいのか。。
荷物の心配ばかりするのか、暑さで疲れるか、気を使って疲れるか、それとも楽しいのか。。
インドは楽しいのか。。
のか。。
か。。
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もう行かなきゃ。
 今日これからインドへゼンタイ撮影。はじめて女性三人。
あんまりまだ楽しみじゃない。 本当に楽しいのか。 インドへ半年前に行ったから楽しみじゃないのか。 どうせなら日本へ帰りたいという気持ちも今日ちょっとあった。日本の空気を吸いたい。でもひとりは寂しい。 
白いゼンタイは胸がスケスケ。今度のコンサートでダンサーに着てもらおうと思ってたけどこれじゃあ頼めない。
前のコンサートで下着つけたゼンタイの女性に苦情が来たけど、白色で下着つけなかったらまた逆に苦情が来そう、 
時間というのはどうにも信用の置けないもので、幻想のシンボルではないかと思います。時計が動いていて一日が過ぎて行く、この流れがあるという幻想を抱かせます。３歳の子の一時間と３０歳の一時間が同じだと言う方がおかしい。昨日のあの瞬間のことを今日一日中考えているのだからあの瞬間は実は一日よりも長い。 時間というのは重力があるからこそ生まれるものです。重力というのはこの限りなく流れ出す思考が作ったものだから思考が止まれば時間からも解放されるのではないかと思います。 Sumi Jo
Lehar Gold and silver waltzes op.79 Singapore symphony orchestra played well on this song. Tropical orchestra is good at playing bright happy 3 beats songs. strauss's spiel'ich die unshuld vom lande was very badly played. The concert master had the karisma but he didn't had a intension to play together. He played just little earlier than other player.. Sumi Jo sang well. She has her way to express the singing. She had a clear line around her character. She seems like she could be a TV talent or actress, she had this type of clear  wanchao, chinese artist.
耳無し芳一の話は日本では有名だけど、こういう話は中国に無いらしい。意外だ。 Wuhan HSCC Technology Co., Ltd
I am in need of large quantities of zentai suits for dance and video projects so I searched for the shop yesterday. And found this shop which responded my message. (many shop do not respond maybe due to the lasting Chinese New year) Their suits have sawing in front of the face from the nose to the chin which is not a perfect suits but they have sizes from XS. When I purchased suits from Zentai.cn previously, their size S felt little big for me. For the suits that are not custom made, it is better to purchase one size smaller for the perfect fit. Zentai.cn has no sawing in front of the face and the suits is in good condition. But they have round sawing on top of the head which look like Kappa, a Japanese mythological character that lives in the river. The perfect sawing is the one that has one line on top of the head, which you see in Marcy Anarchy's photographs. But lately spandexforfun.com in bangkok is making suits in this style. They do custom made but I don't know if their quality is acceptable if you order online. When I order the suits from the outlet of the shop in Bangkok, I wear two times and ask for adjustments. The glove is little big and not really fitting I feel but it has got a lot to do with the materials that they get in thailand. Japanese lycra and Japanese sawing do the best match. I hear the chaccot in Shinsaibashi, Osaka does one of the best job but I also read that there are few style of zentai sawing they offer one is 'Fujimura' style which I have no idea. Reffering from this site, Lycra was first invented in USA by DuPond and later made joint venture with Torey where the history of zentai emerged. But I have not yet to find which particular technology that Torey and DuPond offered that expand the possibility of stretchy 2way or 4 way lycra material. Zentai is an instrument. An instrument for transformation. Transformation to someone who we want to be. transformation of the state of being. Transformation of spiritual level. Transform to someone better because the life now, there are many issues and obstacles, and this life doesn't offer happiness. Meditation, art, friends, drinking alcohol, money, job, marriage, learning something, etc... All these are the instruments of the transformation in different degrees. Tools to bridge between me now, and me that we want to be. We hope the instrument can bring us further in life. Hoping that the instrument can show us the answer. For example, "I don't know where my life is leading to. I am lost. I will go to pilgrimage and hope this will bring me the answer." In this case, the pilgrimage is the instrument. It maybe bring something, maybe no. Wearing zentai So zentai, in the way bring the parson's focus inwards. The world outside no longer important for the parson. it enhances the internal feeling. The thought seems to be louder, the emotion is projected and the heart beat is loud. Listening to the own breathing, feeling the ambient that surrounds the body, seeing the light and feeling the body. Not only in the degree of physical and mental, more over it turns the focus inwards. As many stories, practices, philosophy or religions say, the ultimate answer is to be found 'here and now'. No one can guide, no place can bring the state but here. Zentai is a journey inward. The answer is within, what we look for is found within. It opens the eyes of insight. It is no longer possible to escape from who we are because it's all there is right here. By focusing on the insight of the self, we merge into the world. We project ourself bigger. We are no longer squeezed into this tiny little body. Bhagavan DasBhagavan Das is perhaps most widely known for having guided spiritual teacher Ram Dass, at the time known as Dr. Richard Alpert, throughout India, eventually introducing him to Neem Karoli Baba. Bhagavan Das gained fame after being featured in Ram Dass' book Be Here Now, which described Bhagavan Das' role in his spiritual journeys in India. Bhagavan Das travels widely throughout the world as a performer of traditional and non-traditional Indian bhajans and kirtans, and is the author of an autobiography, It's Here Now (Are You?).
Shri Krishna Govinda Hare Murari He Nath Narayan Vasudeva I read somewhere that Bhagavan Das was so high and so famouse with the rock stars after the book be here now, he was pulled to the rock world with drug and Jimmy Hendrix. He left the spiritual world and recently came back to start the kirtan. Other famous Kirtan singer from Neem Karoli Baba is Krishna Das. And Ram Das has been an always an inspiration to all of us. I believe it is hard to go down and come up again spiritually than going up higher slowly with the devotion and Bhakti. But this link is interesting. http://www.bhagavandas.com/temple2.html This is a links of masters he was related. So many Kagyu masters! and Ananda Moi Ma! I did contact dance yesterday.
I could not think of the variation of the movement so it was not flowing but it was an amazing energy exchanging experience with my friend. I love the feel of the zentai with zentai. And I love the fact that I don't have to react to the action with my face. Like I don't have to spend extra energy to smile to communicate with my friend. I could just feel the other parson and enjoy the flow. 
My father drives Mark 2. But the Mark 2 has no more spare part so he decided to get a new car.
I think it was 6th generation of X80 type which was manufactured between 1988-1995. So it is easily 20 years that the car was constantly in use. We went far places too. We also went small mountain roads. Why car can run for 20 years but the computers only lasts for 5 years? The software also stop its maintenance completely after 10 years. |
