 「人間にとって最も大切な努力は、自分の行動の中に道徳を追求していくことです。
私たちの内面的なバランス、そして存在そのものが、そのことにかかっています。 行動に現れる道徳だけが、人生に美と品位をもたらします。」 shot this yesterday. The weebly doesn't allow to rotate the image today. 
Spanking machine in the theather 'Doreikun" by Shuji Terayama.
It is nice to have BDSM element in the thather or in the arts because somehow it involves the audience more. Terayamashuji can miz two more things into one and the combination is amazing and gives me the experience. I can live in his art woks rather than the subject to admire. "What have I to do with worldly things? My connection with the world is like that of a traveler resting for a while underneath the shade of a tree and then moving on." while one is responsible and active, one does not worry about the past or future. The detachment is towards the result of one's actions rather than towards everything in life. This concept is cited extensively within Puranic and Vedic literature, for example: One who performs his duty without attachment, surrendering the results unto the Supreme Lord, is unaffected by sinful action, as the lotus is untouched by water. —Bhagavad Gita 5.10: When I was child, I used to think the life is like a theatre. I felt unease to react in the situation. I didn't feel this is really the reality. I acted to the situation as if I am in the theatre acting. I made up a charactor that I can play to cope with the daily actions. But now I have lost the sense of the theathre. I think everything around me is so real and making me stress, strain and limitation. I take everything so serious and act as if this is what is all about. The child of me would tell me that everyone thinks this is a real world, so act with it and be nice to them. This attachment, worldly engagement and overwhelming situations.. This is how I take the situation now. How can I be positive, helpful, energiatic, inspiring like I wish to be with all these attachments. I got to take easy with what I see, feel, hear, taste, touch because This is a theathre and I am the audience. Not a actor. 
SOUND, FREQUENCY AND VIBRATION
Sound, Frequency and Vibration are energy, and energy is matter. Einstein proved this with his famous equation E=mc². Everything on this earth whether animate or inanimate is made up of energized moving particles of colour and sound vibrations. From the electron to the atom – to periodic table of elements – to molecules – to organic and inorganic matter. All of matter vibrates, so the change from matter to energy is simply a change in vibration. 
When I look the mirror last night during the party, I looked restless. I looked overwhelmed by the situation and the mind wasn't there.
I want to stay calm and try to be always here. and don't try to get everything I like. The Supervenience of human consciousness implies greater sensitivity of both pain and pleasure. However it also leads to individuation of experience, thus collective phenomenology seems an unlikely eventuality. Perhaps just a sign of vestigial animalistic instincts of our past not completely isolated/abandoned. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Human consciousness is an extension of the evolutionary tool of the mind that has served us exclusively, which is why we do not comprehend animal consciousness . We either fear it or seek to mould it in our domain by taming it. Fear has existed in all forms and an acute awareness of it and learning from it is part of a common heritage, a honed survival instinct we share with all beings. Perhaps an unintended consequence of the evolution of our mind has been an extension of primal fears into existential ones. The question often posed is, will a collection of entities that are exactly like us minus consciousness, evolve into the beings that we are? Does nature discriminate between organisms based on consciousness? Evolutionarily the answer would be no. On the other hand, as condition into the future can never be accurately foretold, perhaps our evolved consciousness will serve a more direct purpose when demanded so by a new set of externalities. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This was substraction of my friend's comment on the Facebook. I quit don't understand the meaning. So I post it and hope to read the phrase again again, I might have better understanding. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This is short lines of what I understand about the consiousness, below. _______________________________________________ Space and time in all planes of reality are only projection within universal consciousness We are all members of the same body experiencing perception.  Everything in the universe is consciousness. Space and time in all planes of reality are only projections within universal consciousness. Several events in different places that are moving in synchronization may actually be the movements of the same event. Every day experience is a projected reality where things only appear to be separated in time and space. In a deeper reality, we are all members of the same body. When one part of the body moves, every other part is instantly affected. Separation is an illusion. There is a dimension of reality where we are all inseparably one. You are the universe, located in your body. Not all your thoughts, wishes and desires are actually your thoughts. Part of them are the very intentions of the universe. Enlightenment is the realization that you are the universal spirit observing from a particular point of view. You are defined by your relationships with others. You would need to describe the whole universe in order to define a single person. If you want to know the state of your personal consciousness, just look around and see what is happening to you. If you want to know the state of the collective consciousness, just look around at what is happening in the world. Everyone is a reflection of yourself. You are in a hall of mirrors where every reflection of yourself appears different. The whole universe is one reality which is pure consciousness. Pure consciousness is absolute existence.  Albert Einstein said "everything is energy"; that "a human being is a part of the whole called by us [the] Universe".
. We seem to be individuals because we hide in these bodies but the body is not what we are. Individuated aspects of an all inclusive background consciousness that project reality in such a way that it seems that we are perceiving it. Bill Hicks "We are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream and we are the imaginations of ourselves" 
I think I'm tired today. Talk clap to friend. I regret talking such crap... I want to make friend happy, not to give clap.
I am clap.  I learnt how to suspend and tie myself from my friend. Take no thought of who is right or wrong or who is better than. Be not for or against. To know oneself is to study oneself in action with another person. Real living is living for others. As you think, so shall you become. To know oneself is to study oneself in action with another person. I'm not in this world to live up to your expectations and you're not in this world to live up to mine. If you always put limit on everything you do, physical or anything else. It will spread into your work and into your life. There are no limits. There are only plateaus, and you must not stay there, you must go beyond them. Man, the living creature, the creating individual, is always more important than any established style or system. 
I don't like Singapore food. They are oily and it has no taste.
And the restaurant is over crowed. I like singapore for being able to watch Indian concerts and many film festivals. I also like for being closer to India geographically. When I was 20 years-old, I decided that I want to be in Asia. 'Unite Asia' is a key word for my life. African song always sing about 'one Africa' and 'Unite Africa'. This thought can be apply to Asia too.But Chinese rase people need to be little less materialistic. 
I had an amazing photo and video shoot with my friends.
It was so beautiful. The rope and zentai was part of the trees and nature. And we suspended the rope from the tree branch. Zentai is a skin-tight garment in Japanese. I use zentai as my artistic method to transform my ideas to performance art, vide and installations.
In this work zentai 84, I want to present the video of the performance. In the video, I wear zentai and stockings over it. And I stuff balls in the stockings to deform my body shape. I use my body as an object like sculpture. I want to sculpt my body by not shaving but adding. I want to expand my consciousness by adding more parts to my body. I am hoping that my consciousness can expand beyond my physical body. I got to go to thiruvannamalai.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pNEe7UlsOik thiruvannamalai is a house of the shiva mountain arunnachal. Many old post hippies end up staying here for months until their visas expires. I don't like this old vibe because I am still young. But the cave that Ramana Maharishi meditated has tremendous power. Unbeliabable energies that puts me to trance straight away. This few day, I start to miss the mantra 'Om arunachala Shivaya Namah". I think this is the sign that I go back to thiruvannamalai. Talk to Ramana Maharishi.. I watched the movie called Papilio Buddha.
by director and written by Jayan Cherian. it is a Malilyalam film taking about society issues with the objective eyes not imposing opinion of the film makers. It also has beautiful camera work, similar to famouse bengali film director satajit ray. It takes time to develop the scene instead of every flame and moment trying to entertain the audience. There is long shots of a man walking, the boat and the the people on the hill. It also touches the taboo of the indian politics, idealizing and making an political icon over the Gandhi. It has been over idealized and taught in school actually to keep the political power in the gandhi family. I didn't realise that the cheap books that book shop is selling (50 rupees, 1$) about autobiography of gandhi is actually propagenda and not best seller. It has been used Papilio Buddha is the story of a group of displaced dalits in the Western Ghats of India. Their struggle against the local powers and government is told through the eyes of Shankaran, an educated youth, who is indifferent to the resistance movement runs by his father Karian, a one time communist now feels betrayed by the movement. The film brings into focus, an example of the epic land struggles, which are fought in various regions of the state and all over India, and the oppression of indigenous people by the powerful political and social establishments. It is also mapping the environmental degradation and abuse of pristine mountain habitats by outside forces |
