Gujo

I started to feel the Dengue fever on 10th June.  I still feel it, so it lasts.
It lowers the immune system, makes me tired easily and feel weak.
I could not move from the bed for one whole week and following week I was still on the bed.
It made me think strange.
My mind started to separate from the body, I was thinking, let this body sleep while I think about something.

I believe I went though some critical moments.

And I started to miss nature.  I started to miss the fresh air that comes from the tree.

Many things makes me happy but the nature is unconditional.  The power of nature is unlimited.

I became home sick.  I started to think about Japan and its country side. and I found Gujo city in Gifu.

I started to dream about moving to Gujo city.

http://www.blacksteps.tv/?attachment_id=30375

Pink performance photo

We did some improvisation yesterday at the Japanese Cemetery.
The video is 30min long.
I don't know if it has demand to watch..
I thought about cutting it short to 3-4 min video, should I do that?

I had dengue fever recently.
It started from this performance.
I had really high fever in this performance. It was my first time using wheel chair too.

I am looking at my old note book I took in my early 20s to travel.
the 2nd page has a list..
Bar-
Balcony
Telephone
Dicks Cafe
Happen
JJ Park

Disco-
Freeman Dance Arena
DJ station
Disco Disco
JJ park
Bank Studio
Icon

Sauna-
Chakran
Babylon
Obelisk Heavens
Hero
Abacus

Hotel-
Tarntawan hotel
Malaysia Hotel
Pinnacle Hotel
Tower Inn
Le Residence

Go-Go- B-
Dream Boy Barbier
awan
Be High
Screw Boy
Jupiter 2002
Boys Bangkok

Nana-
G-spot
Voodoo
Rainbow2
Carnival
Bererly strip

12th June 2014 8:30pm- ArtScience Museum

Practice at my friend's art studio.
He has 2 projectors!

What is Art?
Being slave to God.

I always like China

Thank you very much for your comment.
The up coming event is ArtScience Late on 12th June (Thursday) in the night for 50 min.
http://belarminopartners.com/2014/06/02/life-circuit-for-artscience-late/

This will have half suspension of zentai body,circuits bend gadget, and string idea along with my collaborators for video, performance and sound.

Not many places in Singapore allows suspension from the ceiling so I think this is a very good opportunity to execute the rare idea in the public.

There's zentai butoh dance performance on 27th (Fi) from 7pm at Japanese Cemetery too.  I will update the detail again.

"Happiness is a direction not a destination."

"Every day is special, so make the most of it."

"You could get a life-ending illness tomorrow so make the most of every day… Life is only bad if you make it bad."

"Love is not about who you can see spending your future with it’s about who you can’t see spending your life without."

"Life is a game for everyone but love is the only prize."

"Maybe it’s not about the happy ending, maybe it’s about the story."

"You know my name, not my story."

"You have heard what I’ve done, but not what I’ve been through."

"The purpose of life is a life of purpose."

"Happiness depends upon ourselves."

"The difference between ordinary and extraordinary is that little extra."

"Thank you for existing. Be happy, be free, believe, forever young."

"If someone loves you then they wouldn’t let you slip away no matter how hard the situation is."

"Remember that life is full of ups and downs, without the downs the ups don’t mean anything."

"I’m waiting to fall in love with someone I can open my heart to."

"Love is like glass, looks so lovely, but it’s easy to shatter."

"Love is rare, life is strange, nothing lasts and people change."

"Every day is special, so make the most of it. You could get a life-ending illness tomorrow so make the most of every day."

"Life is only bad if you make it bad."
http://www.huffingtonpost.co.uk/2014/06/05/cancer-girl-athena-orchard-note-mirror-before-death_n_5450551.html?utm_hp_ref=tw

There was performance tonight.
It was good!

If I am stressed, it means my ego has come up, isn't it?
It means that there's ego that wants to be against the event.
It means I am not tuned to the present.
The ego has come up..

I did little shoot yesterday morning.
This indian man wanted to take photo with me.
This kind of thing does not happen often when I shoot video or photo in the public places in SIngapore, Hongkong, etc.

The Brest looks big in this photo.  Maybe because this suits was order made in thailand.
If you go to bangkok, spandex for fun.com is strongly recommended for making best fit zentai suits.

But their fabric for shiny colours like gold, silver is not good.  Better if you could bring your own fabric.