I did gold zentai shoot today for awhile.
This material is thicker than normal colours. It doesn't deliver the sound and sight very much anymore. It shuts me down from out side world. When I started to shoot, I think about other people looking at me but as the time went, I went inside the world where it was distant from the outside. It was very quiet and calm feeling.
It was only for a hour or two but the feeling of taking distance from the outside world continued until now. I don't get overwhelmed by the stress of everyday living much. At least it reduced to half.
This suits brought me a quiet surrender to myself.
This material is thicker than normal colours. It doesn't deliver the sound and sight very much anymore. It shuts me down from out side world. When I started to shoot, I think about other people looking at me but as the time went, I went inside the world where it was distant from the outside. It was very quiet and calm feeling.
It was only for a hour or two but the feeling of taking distance from the outside world continued until now. I don't get overwhelmed by the stress of everyday living much. At least it reduced to half.
This suits brought me a quiet surrender to myself.
