This material is thicker than normal colours. It doesn't deliver the sound and sight very much anymore. It shuts me down from out side world. When I started to shoot, I think about other people looking at me but as the time went, I went inside the world where it was distant from the outside. It was very quiet and calm feeling.
It was only for a hour or two but the feeling of taking distance from the outside world continued until now. I don't get overwhelmed by the stress of everyday living much. At least it reduced to half.
This suits brought me a quiet surrender to myself.